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Post by Catheryn Alaina O'Bryan on Dec 24, 2006 4:18:10 GMT -5
It was the first time she felt detrayed by Ashton, thoughts fulfilled her mind with doubts, and well she was sad. She liked this boy, and for her to be so loyal in times she could have not been; Just for him to cheat on her. Like that boy Paris, he was not the least bit of ugly, yet she still told him about her boyfriend. Geesh, sometimes being loyal and honest wasn't that great when they didn't give it in return. What would she even say to him? Catheryn was disgusted with him, how could he go after the first tramp and then kiss you, or accept it anyway. The day was cold, fitting her mood quite well; usually she was cheerful now she was pissed. And he deserved whatever was coming to him. Hopefully he'd understand her part of it. Why'd she have to like him. It was like every other guy, that had sunk into her heart and broke it.
Oh well..it was her turn to man up
It was cold, so she dressed warm, yet comfortable.
Tightly covering her small torso was a long sleeved pink, roxy shirt, loosely covered by a white, furlined half-zipped, sweater. Wrapted around her small legs were her ripped and destroyed abercrombie jeans, slightly covered at the bottom with tan ugg boots.Her hair was curled and lightly straight.
She sat there awaiting the boy with fiery in her eyes, she didn't even know how to approach him about this.
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Post by Ant & Ash Conan on Dec 24, 2006 4:26:39 GMT -5
Ashton walked up to the park hair messy his glasses on with a guilty look on his face. He might not have been the one to kiss Olivia, but he still felt guilty about it. Keeping his head down and walking up to Catheryn nibbling at his lip ring he didn't look up, not trustin himself to look at her without bursting into tears. "I was hanging out with Logan last night and we ran into one of Anthony's friends, we walked around and ended up at the kiddie ride over that way."Ashton stopped pointing limply at the ride off in the distance. "We were talking and junk, I don't know what happened but Olivia kissed me, it didn't last long I swear I didn't mean for it to happen, I don't even like her like that. She just.. Kissed me."Ashton said, his voice faltering and coming out sort of squeaky like a teenage boy going through puberty. He wore a red shirt with a black sword on it witht he words 'Anime geek' in big black bold letters at the bottom. Of course the shirt was tight on his body, unlike the jacket which was slightly baggy. The jacket was black, with three pokemon cards on the front and the little parody from My milkshake brings all the boys to the floor song, making it a Pokemon rap. On his legs, were a pair of Old Navy skinny jeans and the objects, he was currently stareing at, were his shoes, his black vans with glime green laces that contrasted his hot pink belt. "I deserve anything your about to give me, so don't go easy on me.."Ashton added in a murmer.
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Post by Catheryn Alaina O'Bryan on Dec 24, 2006 4:31:42 GMT -5
Catheryn sighed. She hated this maybe he wasn't the one for her. It all was just a thought, of how it could be with him; but it didn't turn out well. She looked at him with tears filling her eyes, although not letting herself cry. "For one" she paused wipping loose tears. "You had to do something to give her the idea you did." she finished, now the tears flowing.
God..she wasn't one to cry
"And for two, I don't even know if I want to talk to you anymore Ashton" she didn't bother to look up at him, she didn't want him to see her cry.
It was weak to cry, and she was anything but weak.
Catching a glance of him she sighed. "Really..I wasted my time." he said; without a glance, just staring down crying.
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Post by Ant & Ash Conan on Dec 24, 2006 4:38:30 GMT -5
Ashton sat down on the ground thinking. Taking off his glasses he pulled the sleeve of his jacket up over his fist and rubbed away the tears coming to his eyes. "maybe its jut because, of my personality, maybe I should just go be a cocky dick instead of acting like me."He murmered to her 'you had to do something to give her the idea you did' it was more to himself then her as he focused his gaze on his glasses spinning them around between his index finger and his thumb resting his chin on his knees while he wrapped his free hand around his legs. "I dont blame you, I don't even want to talk to myself right now.."Ashton said tears still running down his cheeks. "If you.. really feel like you wasted your time on me.. like you never really liked me that it was all just nothing. Say it, just tell me to leave you alone and I will.."Ashton murmered sniffling as he wiped away his new set of flowing tears with the sleeve of his jacket.
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Post by Catheryn Alaina O'Bryan on Dec 24, 2006 4:43:44 GMT -5
"Honestly Ashton, don't gie me that bullshit; I did like you ..and alot too" She said; now angry for his pitty shit. It wasn't right that he was making her feel like crap because he did something wrong. Typical guy, to cheat so whatever. He wasn't even going to comfort her. He didn't know how to obviously be a boyfriend. "You should have never asked me out..if you knew this was your personality..you think it's fun hurting me?" he questioned with hurt and anger.
She pulled her knees up to her chin and hid her face. She was too confused for anything right now. At first it was like ..a good relationship but he had to go ruin it. She liked him! Did that mean anything to Ashton. Of course not because the skank helped him with that. "Just go out with her Ashton" she said while getting up and grabbing her purse.
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Post by Ant & Ash Conan on Dec 24, 2006 4:53:23 GMT -5
"No no no! I didn't want to hurt you. I didn't want to kiss her, I didn't kiss her, she kissed me!"Ashton said standing up tears in his eyes again. "Maybe i shouldn't have, but I don't believe that, and neither should you!"Ashton said finally looking at her. "Go out with her? No, no I've never gone out with anyone before. Only you, because I liked you, I still like you, I don't know how to be a boy friend Catheryn. If I had known, that she was going to kiss me, before she kissed me I would have gotten out of there as fast as I could have, I would have run all the way back to my house and locked the door. But thats just it Catheryn, I'm not phsyic, I can't read minds, if I could, then I'd tell you exactly what you wanted to hear right now, if only so you didn't hurt."Ashton said wipping away desperatly at his tears. "I liked you alot, and I still like you alot, but I ruined it. I'm sorry I ruined it. I didn't mean to ruin it."He murmered He stepped forward turning her to look at him. "Catheryn, I truly never ment for ths to happen, I didn't mean for any of this to happen. If I could find a way, to turn my personility, my happy go lucky life style on and off then I'd gladly turn it off when ever I'm not around you, but Catheryn I don't know how to do that! I deathly wish I did but I don't!"Ashton said looking at her face all he wanted to do was hug her to just hold her to make her stop crying, but he knew that it wouldn't be a welcomed move.
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Post by Catheryn Alaina O'Bryan on Dec 24, 2006 4:59:48 GMT -5
"Your right, you dont know how to be a boyfriend, and well i'm not going to sit and wait for you to be loyal Ashton" She said trying to understand what he meant but she didn't. Why would they kiss a second time if he hadn't have liked it. Guys are so stupid when it came to lies. "And when it happened did you bother to tell me.." she paused knowing the correct answer to her question. "You didn't ashton." she turned her back toward him with a cross of the arms.
"We are over Ashton, you cant change that and i'm sorry, I know you didn't mean to hurt me but you did..and i wont be bale to trust you. Seriously I trusted every inch of you until this move. Just face it.." she said; not in the best mood. He wasn't understanding her concept.
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Post by Ant & Ash Conan on Dec 24, 2006 5:04:37 GMT -5
"It was only one kiss, she was going to kiss me agian but a cop came, and even if the cop didn't come I was about to bolt. It only happen last night Catheryn, I wanted to find you, to tell you about it, tell you I was sorry but I couldn't find you."Ashton said softly. Ashton didn't say anything just sort of fell back onto the bench putting his face in his hands. He cried silently trying to stop but not being able to. 'Why do I have to be so damn unlucky' was the only thought going through his head. "i fall in love and then I ruin it without meaning to. I'm such a screw up."He had thought this in his head but it came out out loud with out him meaning to.
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Post by Catheryn Alaina O'Bryan on Dec 24, 2006 5:10:18 GMT -5
Catheryn sighed, she hated seeing him this way but he had did something wrong; should he be praised for it? He walked over to him and collasped next to him on her knees. "Stop crying please" She said releasing his hands from his face. "Ashton, a relationship is based on trust, and well if we dont have that.." she paused for a moment.."Then we cant have a relationship" ..She hugged him lightly and clung to him. "That wasn't love for you Ashton, obviously if you did that. Not saying you meant to." She said; with a guilty expression.
"Sure we had a thing, but it's over now.." she had to let him know she couldn't trust him again or atleast anytime soon. She pecked him on the cheek and got up still holding her purse attempting to leave.
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Post by Ant & Ash Conan on Dec 24, 2006 12:23:11 GMT -5
Her words went in one ear and out the other slipping his glasses back on he looked around. He needed a place to think. He needed a tree. Not just any tree. He needed /that/ tree. Getting up when she got up he sighed and made his way to that tree tears were still in his eyes but he didn't notice then, nor did he try to wipe them away. His backpack, the one with the diaries was still up in that tree, since he had again stayed out in a tree all night. Grabbing hold of the tree he grabbed the nearest branch and pulled himself contuining until he had his back pack in had. Throwing it down he made sure it was a ways away then jumped after it. His mind was on other things, causing him to forget to roll fast enough. Rolling to late he hit the ground hard. "Sheiza."He muttered getting up and testing his legs. Seamed to work testing his left arm. Yup that worked too. He then tried to move his right arm and found it painful. Choking back curses he grabed up his bookback and made his way towards the hospital. Might as well make sure it wans't broken. Though he was sure as hell it was. He started nibbling on his lip ring again, how would he explain this? 'oh I've been sleeping on benches and hanging around in trees the past few days and then thinking to much I jumped from a tree and forgot to land correctly?' no that wouldn't cut it.
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Post by wowposter on Oct 30, 2008 6:49:40 GMT -5
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Wild elephant children. Elegance at its best... "
